Boss

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-08-29T23:40:00

2006-08-30T04:40:24Z

If you ever can't get ahold of me and you know I'm not in class, I'm probably working for Campus Kitchen. If you would like to read about our organization, please check out this link.
It's an awesome program and it's going to be very successful!

http://www.unk.edu/news/nr/months/index.php?id=15292

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-08-16T01:16:00

2006-08-16T06:22:31Z

I figured out why I'm not having much luck with the guys lately...because I act like one.
I asked out this guy I like to the movies and we finally went tonight. I drove, I picked him up at his place, I paid for the movie, I paid for our popcorn, I asked to come in after the movie, I gave him a kiss goodbye on the cheek, and I was bummed that nothing more happened. I know that it's okay for girls to do some of these things, but do guys get turned off when girls do all these things in one night? I bet so...

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-08-14T18:28:00

2006-08-14T23:34:09Z

It fascinates me how the dating scene works. It reminds me of a food chain in some sense. The chain of dating pretty much flows in one direction. It's rare to find two people that like each other the same.
It's just wierd to me to think that things are supposed to work this way.
Tonight I was supposed to go out with a guy to a movie but he called and declined. So I was bummed of course. But the second I get off the phone with him, another guy is asking me out on a date and I pretty much declined the offer. This just seems to be the way things are working for me lately, so I'm assuming that I'm not meant to date anyone at this time.

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-08-11T12:07:00

2006-08-11T17:09:36Z

This month has allowed me to pretty much start over.
I have a new car.
I have a new apartment.
I have a new job.
I usually don't embrace change this well, but I needed it bad.

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-08-03T20:49:00

2006-08-04T01:57:18Z

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful

You feel your life is controlled internally.
If you want something, you make it happen.
You don't wait around for things to go your way.
You value your independence and don't like others to have control.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

When it comes to who's in charge, it's you.
Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler.
You don't care much about what others think.
But they better care what you think!

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-08-03T20:42:00

2006-08-04T01:42:46Z

You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)

You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination.
You were born to be a doctor.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

I'm moving

2006-08-01T00:55:00Z

Hey Livejournal friends,
I'm moving tomorrow and won't be on the internet for a few days, so don't worry if I don't post any new entries or don't reply to any of yours.
Talk to you as soon as I get net up and running at my new place :)
Boss

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-07-26T17:09:00

2006-07-26T22:09:44Z

I got an A in my summer class.
Maybe grad. school isn't as tough as people say :)

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-07-21T11:35:00

2006-07-21T16:36:54Z

Horse
You scored 40 Powerful, 30 Playfulness, 30 Tranquility, and 0 Grandiosity!

Your personality is most like the Horse. You appear capable and strong,
able to run surefootedly through life. You are fun to be around and a
willing participant in social activities. A deeper look into your
personality shows that you like to determine your own course in life,
until someone comes along that you feel is worthy of you. When that
happens, you will happily become the dependable, supportive mate who is
the power being your partner's success. Fun fact: Foals cut their first
teeth within a week of being born and are fully grown by 3-4 years.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Powerful
You scored higher than 99% on Playfulness
You scored higher than 99% on Tranquility
You scored higher than 99% on Grandiosity

Link: The You're an Animal! Test written by MsTerious1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-07-08T19:05:00

2006-07-09T00:06:00Z

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is

Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado

"I'm only trying to get inside your brain
To see if you can work me the way you say
It's okay, it's alright
I got something that you might like"

What's Your 2006 Summer Anthem?

You Are Most Like Bill Clinton

No doubt, your legacy may be a little seedier than you'd like.
But even though you've done some questionable things, you're still loved by almost all.

What Modern US President Are You Most Like?

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-29T12:20:00

2006-06-29T17:21:12Z

Here is the obituary if anyone is interested in reading.

http://www.mckownfuneralhome.com/archives/JUNE%202006/SSmith/SSmith.htm

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-29T01:36:00

2006-06-29T06:39:10Z

I'm beginning to think I'm all alone in this world. No one came to shooters tonight just to see me for my bday and I received no bday midnight messages. It's sad....tonight was supposed to be the celebration bujt I'm spending it alone crying to myself. I dont' deserve this...I give out so much love and receive so lil in return. I'm drunk, bawling my ass off, and alone. Not a good combo.

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-29T01:33:00

2006-06-29T06:34:23Z

So far my bday has been the worst one yet. No one called me at midnight to wish me happy bday which saddens me deeply. I'm just gonna keep drinking at my apt til 2:56 when I was born til I passout in a stupor.

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-28T11:22:00

2006-06-28T16:26:57Z

I just got of the phone with Jamie. She said that her dad will most likely die today or tomorrow. She said the nurse thought that, but ya never can be sure when. So looks like my bday will be a very sad one. I'm still going to go out tonight though and get wasted. That's what Steve would have done.
I guess after my dad went to visit Steve yesterday, he was so worked up that he accidently ran a red light and ran a car off the road, but he just kept driving. He could have been in a terrible accident. I wish I could be home to watch out for him. I worry about my family a lot...Jamie, my dad, my other cousins. This will be the saddest death in our family yet.
If you believe in god, please pray for my family and that Steve doesn't die on my bday. And if you don't believe in god, just keep me and my family in your thoughts.

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-25T17:58:00

2006-06-25T23:02:05Z

My neighbor girl is really annoying for some reason...
Tonight I was trying to bring my stuff in from my trip to country stampede and she stopped and talked to me for like 15 minutes. She was interrogating me as to why I don't have a boyfriend or a husband. The girl is only like 7 years old. She asked if I was a teenager and why I don't have a boy living with me. I told her I'm only 21. Then she asked well why aren't you married then and I said 'cuz I don't want to be. Then she proceeded to ask about who the guy was that helped move me in then...which was Dirk. I just wasn't in the mood to talk to a 7 year old about why I'm single...

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-18T21:37:00

2006-06-19T02:49:04Z

I'm so freakin excited! I'm going to Country Stampede (countrystampede.com) in Manhattan, KS on Wednesday and won't be back in NE til Sunday. I'm going w/ my 3 best friends- Brandi, Jamie, and Andrea. This is will be the highlight of my summer : ) I hardly ever get to see my best friends and now I get to spend a whole weekend with them camping, drinking all day long, listening to some good hick music, and just having fun. I'll post some pics when I get back of our drunken adventure.
Some of the performers that will be there are Gretchen Wilson ("Here for the party", "All Jacked Up"), Toby Keith ("Beer for my horses"), Brad Paisley ("Alcohol", "Whiskey Lullaby"), and Sara Evans ("cheating", "perfect").

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-17T21:03:00

2006-06-18T02:49:00Z

Alphabet Soup

A - Available: technically yes, but not looking
A - Age: 21, soon to be 22
A - Annoyance: smoke, san pedros running out of blended margaritas,

B - Best friends: Andrea, Brandi, & Jamie
B - Beer: Bud Light
B - Birthday: June 29th

C - Crush: no one
C - Car: currently I drive a POS pontiac grand am
C - Candy: I love sprees, runts, and gummy bears/worms. I'm not a big fan of chocolate.

D - Day or night: Night
D - Dream Car: anything that doesn't have dents in it or break down often like my car
D - Dog or cat: kitty!

E - Easiest person to talk to: Brandi
E - Eggs: I like to make ham and cheese omelets or cheesy scrambled eggs.
E - Email: mboss669@hotmail.com

F - Favorite Month: June-my bday is this month and it's usually a great month for partying, fishing, and camping
F - Favorite color: green
F - Favorite Memory: Senior year prom, dancing w/ my bf at the time who was serenading me w/ Greenday's "time of your life"

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: ah man...this is a tough one; I've never been able to choose. Gummy bears are fun because you get to eat little bears and they're bite size but then worms are fun too because you can hang them out of your mouth and be silly with them...hmm...both!

H - Hair Color: brown
H - Height: 5' 0"
H - Happy: most of the time

I - Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
I - Instrument: I like guys who know how to play the drums or guitar, very appealing in deed
I - Idol: probably my 8th grade teacher Kael Sagheer

J - Jewelry: I don't wear much jewelry
J - Jail: Never been, hopefully never will
J - Job: I don't like my job that much anymore and am currently looking for a new one.

K - Kids: I think I will have kids, I will adopt if I don't get married or can't have any of my own.
K - Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing
K - Kindergarden: all I remember is taking naps and how every girl was in love with Kyle Kretchman and the letter people

L - Longest Car Ride: driving to IL with Dirk to his parents' house; all the interstate has out that way to look at is a million McDonalds and Adult Porn shops
L - Longest relationship: I dated Dirk for 2 years and 2 months

M - Milk flavor: 2% White mmm does my body good :)
M - Most missed person(s): idk, there are too many to name
M - Movie Last Watched: I think the last one I watched was some scary toothfairy movie that turned out to be pretty funny

N - Number of Siblings: 2 older bros-Shawn and Roderick
N - Number of Tattoos: 0
N - Name: Megan Lynn Elizabeth Boss (Elizabeth is my confirmation name, yes I was confirmed, surprising isn't it?)

O - One Wish: I wish for me to always be happy and bring happiness to everyone I come in contact w/
O - One Phobia: it used to be heights but I've overcome that fear pretty well, so I don't know
O - One Regret: I have a few that I don't care to mention

P - Pet Peeves: not using turning signals, lying
P - Part of your appearance you like best: my breasts, not kidding either
P - Part of your Personality you like best: being carefree and almost always in the mood to smile/laugh

Q - Quick or Slow: depends

R - Reason to smile: love, life, friendship, accomplishment
R - Reality TV Shows: Home Makeover
R - Reasons to cry: losing someone's love, death, ending of a relationship, failure

S - Song Last Heard: can't remember
S - Season: Spring and summer
S - Shoe Size: 7

T - Time you woke: 10 a.m.
T - Time Now: 9:44 p.m.
T - Time for bed: depends, I prefer to stay up real late

U - U love someone: yes, I love lots of people
U - Unpredictable: I sure hope so :)

V - Vegetable you hate: lettuce
V - Vacation spot: anywhere would do right now

W - Worst Habits: losing my keys, forgetting, being messy
W - Where are you: home

X - X-Rays: never been hurt to need them

Y - Year you were born: 84
Y - Year it is now: 06
Y - Yellow: it used to be my fav. color and I still like it, but only if it's bright yellow, I hate pastels

Z - Zoo Animal: Apes, they're my cousins I have to love 'em

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-16T01:41:00

2006-06-16T06:51:11Z

Everyone who reads this, has to answer this question.
Do you get turned on by storms?
The other day at work, the older guys I work with were talking about how I love storms...They know this because I always know the forecast and what chance there is for storms that night. It doesn't take much work to check out my desktop weather guide so it's not like I'm a freak or anything. Newaz, one of the guys was like "oh, Megan, you get turned on my storms?" I just kind of ignored him and he went on about how he's heard that chicks get turned on my storms and want to have sex. This guy is like 40 years old and is such a pervert...I have another story about him in a minute. But what do you guys think; is there some truth to it. And if it true, then why? What evolutionary purpose would getting turned on during storms serve? Just a ? I've been pondering.
And here's my other story about this guy...today I was talking about how these yellow pots we have are really ugly and that we should paint them so people will buy them. The perverted coworker w/ old balls says "I was thinking something like that, or you could just stick your boobs in bodypaint and press them up against the pots. Guys would buy them then". And my supervisor and I just look at eachother, sorta laugh, and quickly walk away. I have no idea where this guy comes up w/ this stuff and then has the balls to actually say it.

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-16T01:22:00

2006-06-16T06:39:42Z

I'm going to start writing in this more often...
Today (June 16th), my great-grandmother Barbara Ewert would have turned 100 years old, but unfortunately President Bush getting reelected killed her 2 years ago. She died on the afternoon that Pres. Bush gave his victory speech. I really don't believe Bush killed her but it wasn't a nice coincidence...one of the worst days of my life. But newaz...I like to think about my great-grandma sometimes because she was the only grandparent I was ever around. I was her favorite grandchild too and she had many to choose from. She always kept a picture of me near her so now I do the same in return. I have a few pics of her in a frame that I keep in my living room and whenever I look at it, it gives me some inspiration that I may one day be like her. She was a carefree woman who just lived life day to day. She died of old age and had nothing wrong with her...that's the way I want to go.

damn (63)

2006-06-05T00:07:19Z

0-20= goodie goodie
21-30= a little rebellious
31-40= getting there
41-50= rebel
51-60= bad kid
61-70= damn
71-80= bad ass
81-90= B. A. M. F.
91-100= can't believe you made it this far

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs

Total = 8

11) taken pain killer
12) taken someone elses prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die

Total = 6

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) recieved a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar

Total = 7

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent cd

Total = 3

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room

Total = 7

51) snuck into some else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush

Total = 9

61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had/have an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a resteraunt without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age

Total = 5

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harrassed
80) been verbally harrassed

Total = 4

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test

Total = 7

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

Total = 7

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-06-01T01:54:00

2006-06-01T06:54:41Z

You scored 18 of 20 boobs!

Thanks for taking my test! Be sure to tip your waitress. She has to pay for her implants.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on boobs

Link: The Real Breasts/Fake Breasts Test written by tonguesten on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-05-31T14:37:00

2006-05-31T19:37:39Z

Made in America
You scored 81% Celebrities, 72% International, and 90% Politicians!

You know the famous Americans, and you know your Presidents. You Just need to brush up on your overseas interests.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Celebrities
You scored higher than 99% on International
You scored higher than 99% on Politicians

Link: The Picture quiz Test written by Canon_fodder on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-05-30T23:54:00

2006-05-31T04:55:15Z

Rascal Flatts
What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

interesting quiz...try it w/ your partner or even ex

2006-05-27T04:43:03Z

Megan
&
Dirk

54% Compatible

♥ Megan and Dirk have been romantically-linked in the past. A past break-up, though, does not bode well for compatibility. Also, their difference of faith could cause friction. They both drink, so there is no incompatibility there. A mismatch in athleticism could decrease compatibility. And then there is the fact that their styles mismatch, although that isn't too big a deal. Their astrological signs are in harmony, though, which is a plus. And their views on children are similar. Both are sexually-uninhibited. Overall, there are a number of compatibility weak spots between Megan and Dirk. These will cause friction in a relationship and will be difficult to overcome. ♥

The Dating Compatibility Test by Dating Diversions

2468_emish_8642 @ 2006-05-26T13:20:00

2006-05-26T18:20:18Z

You Are Big Bird

Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.

You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.

You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.

How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz